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I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

Is having white skin really that attractive?

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

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I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

Can I use ChatGPT to get chapter ideas? I’ll be writing it with my own words but I just get writer’s block when it comes to what to write?

About all my friends

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

Just wanted to put it out there

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It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

I want to be a boy

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I hate it

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

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I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

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Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

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I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

And she ate half of the popcorn

Why cant I stop thinking about counsellor between sessions?

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

I hate myself so much

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

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I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

I think

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Idk tbh

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

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I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

I can’t anymore I just hate it

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

Why is my vagina swollen, it’s very itchy. I had sex we used protection, but day after it felt like my insides had a heartbeat as well as itching, the pulsing has went away but it is still itchy and my discharge is yellow, i'm 15, what could it be?

Likes we’re not siblings

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

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My body my voice, especially my voice

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

I want to but I can’t

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

They’re both small dogs

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

and I’m such a picky eater

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?